I think I need a change.
Or I need to change.
I am not sure.
All I know is that something inside of me yearns for something new and different. I am tired of sitting scared, wishing no one notices. I want someone to notice me. I want to be brave.
But being brave is always so scary.
I dive into the reality I feel the anxitety all around my body. I sink and suffocate.
I feel like I'm repeating myself...
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I went to see 127 hours.
Never have I ever seen a movie that would have held me so tightly in its grip.
4 feathers:
Change is hard, undeniably. I am probably the last person who should advise about this but I don't know, maybe you should try doing something that you normally wouldn't do. Talk to or smile at someone who looks lonely, stand and sing loudly on a park bench! I don't know, really. But I hope you can find what you are looking for. <3
I feel exactly the same, dear. I feel trapped!
Oh, E. I can totally, competely relate to every single word in this post. I have been feeling so low in self-confidence these past few days. I tried being Brave but it still feels like nothing's changed. (By the way, your letter arrived safely, and I will write your reply next week. Thank you for being patient.) All my love, xxxxxx
I feel you, I feel you.
But then when we get past learning to be brave and we officially become brave in hearts, then we would not fear as much, wouldn't we?
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